The past 10 weeks...

I'm horrible at blogging but i'm trying to get better. It really helps me out a lot to get things off my chest, so you would think I would do it more. Guess not. Now that I have a blackberry I can update from pretty much everywhere so I don't have to be stuck on a computer in order to post to this thing. So i'm going to try again.

The past 10 weeks have truly been a rollercoaster. I had Noah and that was the best part of all...what happened afterwards was one of the hardest obstacles i've ever experienced in my life. I couldn't believe it had happened to me. I have all these things I need to get off my mind....how i've been feeling and how I felt about what happened. And its going to help me to put them here, so that's what i'm going to do. I don't care if anyone reads this, i'm not intending it to be a big "Look what happened to me!" post. I just need to write it out. I don't know why exactly. But I do.

The story is long, so it's going to take me a while to put it all on here. I'm going to do it in pieces. A little here and a little there until the story is complete. I hope that people do read this, because if it ever happens to you then maybe I have helped in some way by sharing what it was like for me. That's really what I hope to gain out of this--being able to help someone else out. Someone who, like me, was sideswiped by this series of events and would have appreciated a friend who had experienced something like it before and could offer some advice. So without adieu, here goes.....